Udah lama nggak ngurus blog ini, ya ini semua karena aku ikut lomba foto IM3 Ce eS AN :D Sebenernya aku ngikut lomba ini juga nggak sengaja. Itu berawal dari 9 hari yang lalu. Waktu itu kalau nggak salah hari Selasa, tepat sekolah pulang lebih awal. Tiba-tiba ada mbak-mbak nawarin kita buat lomba itu, haha pertamanya sih kita rada bingung gitu terus nggak ada niatan buat ikut. Setelah semakin lama semakin dirayu sama mbaknya, akhirnya kita kemakan dah tuh sama rayuannya. Alhasil, kita jadi ikut lomba dengan mengirimkan 2 group yaitu CINTA dan SYAHDU. Group Cinta anggotanya aku, Zuh, Tiara, Ica, dan Dita. Sedangkan, group Syahdu beranggotakan Nisa, Taqiyya, Ega, Andrin, dan Veta. Dalam waktu seminggu kami beraksi muter-muter buat pemotretan #ceilah. Ini hasil foto-foto kami..
Itu baru 4 dari 10 foto yang harus dikumpulkan sesuai clue. Kita udah berusaha semaksimal mungkin, namun dewi fortuna tak memihak ketika. Yah, akhirnya kita tidak mendapatkan juara. Kecewa sih.. Tapi, nggak apalah. Aku udah seneng kayak gini walaupun nggak menang, kita bisa dapet hikmahnya. Benar, kita bisa foto bareng guru Pak Joko, polisi, foto di tengah jalan, dan lain-lain. Malu? Sudah kebal saya mah haha :D Terimakasih buat semua teman-teman yang mendukung kami :))
He isawiseleader. He alwaysprotectsourlittle family. He is a dadwhois very responsible. He alwaysreminds mewhenI'mwrong. He reallyknowsmy taste. He workshardforus,formy schoolfeesand mytwosisters. He will beangrywhenI'mnotgrateful forblessingsto GOD. He reallylovehis wifeandtheir three daughters.
Loveisanimmaterialityfor me.Yep, some people said thatloveissimple.This onlything Ilove youandit's all upto you.Itallwas enough.Otherssaythatloveiscomplicated.Ifwe'vesaid"i thinkilove you", it means wemust beready toassumeallthatwillhappenlater.Bear thejealous,feeldisappointedwhenour messageis notreturned,tiredwhenfeelinguncertainlove,andothers. The opinionof eachpersonisdifferentaboutlove.Lovethat can befeltby everyoneandincluding myselfat this time. Wanna hear my story?
Started from a few months ago..
When I was tired and my heart is empty, he came to fill this heart. Initially, I rejected this feeling. I don't wanna falling in love again. Love is tiring and complicated for me. I wanna focus on studying and living quietly with the people around me. But, over the time I began to realize. I LOVE HIM.
He is the greatest boy for me. He really knew how to make me fall in love. He has a lot of fans. Many girls love him, including me. I don't why i do love him. Some people said sometimes he annoying, he made them mad, etc. There are also say that he is responsible and he deserved to be loved. Not everyone can understand about him. He is different. But I always try to understand all about him :)
It is a pain..
Love is not as simple as we say. There were many problems came to my life. Youignoreme,youavoidme,yousuddenlydisappearaway from me. Getting jealous,resentful,annoyed,angry,disappointed,makesmefeeltired. Sometimesuntil thetearshadwetmy cheeks. This all make me confused, why i still hold on until this time?
My confusion increases because of my attitude to you. Until now i still don't know why my attitude to you different from another? I can't be plain with you. I can't say much words in front of you. My hand is always colder than normal when you near me. Why should I act like that? Even thought I've known you for a quite long. Pleasehelpme..Iwant tobe closerto you.Iwanttobeplaininfront of you.Iwantknowmoreabout you.Iwantyouknow thatI'mherestillwaiting for you.